My situation is more complicated. I was asked to speak to my company at our next meeting and I was recently told that the board of directors would be in the session (about 1,000 employees). I have been practicing every night in front of my wife. She thinks I am crazy. I am a confident person, but when it comes to this stuff It makes no logical sense why i would be so terrified. I need a ticket to the other side of the world. I have not been sleeping well. I am also a senior manager. Go figure.